Tears
Data 26/09/2023 13:19:52 | Tópico: Textos
| Today I felt something going down my face, something I hadn't felt for a long time.
It was something I thought I wasn't able to do anymore.
Normally I would stop it.
I wouldn't let myself be like that, but today was different.
Today I said fuck it. If it's flowing let it go till it dries out.
The worst part is that it made me think about everything that I bury inside my soul.
The weight I carry without anyone knowing.
All my scars, all my wounds, all my mistakes.
Someone once said that I should allow myself to do it more often, it would help me to relax and relieve my pain, but just made it worse.
Made me live back a lot of traumas. A lot of pain.
Just made me go deeper in a hole I don't wanna be.
A hole I know I will not be able to climb from.
One that I dig myself and will get buried in it.
Maybe it's my place, maybe it's where I should already be.
My grave, my end, my beginning for the next life.
All of this from a simple tear that turned into a river that was so rough that got me drowning.
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